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Moon River, wider than a mile,
I'm crossing you in style some day.
Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker,
wherever you're going I'm going your way.
Two drifters off to see the world.
There's such a lot of world to see.
We're after the same rainbow's end--
waiting 'round the bend,
my huckleberry friend,
Moon River and me.
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Goodbye...
(I love Jon-pray for him)
I will miss you. | | |
| This is the blog author at a tender age...
...yes, it is ok to make snide remarks about the hair and cheeks. | | |
| This lady is always doing laundry when I call.
I swear I call her at the most random times. There is no way she can be stuffing her clothes in the washer or taking them out of the drier every single time I call her. And yet, she is so unbelievably consistent.
It's an amazing thing.
I love you Jo (did I mention that she has the same name as me (kind of)?)!!
You've inspired me to change my voicemail message to something like this.
[BEEP] "Hullo, this is Jo. Right now I am doing laundry, hanging out with my cool friends, or something else like that. Whenever I get done doing whatever it is I am doing, I will get back to you." [BEEP] | | |
| And this is what happens when you don't have a good, hard, strong core to your faith...
Won't go into details. I was browsing through the 'spiritual' section at the library. I ran across a few books that really jolted me. I don't think they ordinarily would have bothered me, but... this time was different.
Why would I believe everything everyone in the church has told me? So far, I haven't seen anything to back it up. How do I know it's true?
Damn. I need someone to slap me in the side of the head and tell me that I'm being a complete idiot, 'God exists and he loves you,' and that I shouldn't even be thinking these thoughts...!!!!!!!!
Probably shouldn't be beating myself up about it, but this is horrible.
This is what I have been so afraid of the last few months. | | |
| I didn't realize how much I missed talking with Danielle until tonight. She is one of the only people that can make me cry while we are instant messaging. *sniffles, then smiles*
I still don't understand. I guess to become a stronger Christian, you have to keep questioning and wondering and growing. But it really sucks, especially when you feel like you have been in the dark for a million years.
Why this confusion still? Haven't I prayed enough? Read my Bible enough? Served enough? Been a Christian long enough?
Am I a Christian? I know you all are sick of hearing me wonder aloud if I'm a Christian or not. I have never been sure. It is very frightening.
I don't know where I am.
I don't know where I am going. | | |
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